Let me just share what happened on the first day of school yesterday.
My P3s are really a bunch of kids that I am going to miss when I leave for NIE.
Being kids, they are damn honest and super innocent when it comes to giving comments.

So, upon reaching class, I told them to settle down.

Me: Ok, kelas. Saya ada pengumuman. Saya dah confirm akan meninggalkan awak semua.
Boy 1: Ha?! Cikgu nak mati??
Me: Panjang umur saya. Saya bukan nak mati. Saya cuma nak sambung belajar sahaja. Saya tak akan ajar awak semua lagi.
Boy 1: YEAYYYYYYYY!!!!!

And that came from my favourite boy. Sungguh mengecewakan.

After that, we had the second temperature taking exercise for the day and these 4 boys(it will always be the boys who forget to bring things) did not bring their thermometer. So I told them to go down to the office to take their temperature.

Me: Awak semua, pergi ke general office dan ambil temperature awak. Kalau mereka tanya, awak bilang, Cikgu Syahidah yang suruh.
Boy 1(the same boy as above): Madam Syahidah eh, cikgu?
Me: Miss Syahidah!
Boy 1: Oh, Madam belum kahwin eh?
Me: Miss yang belum kahwin!
Boy 1 (in a super excited voice) : Oh, kalau gitu cikgu belum kahwin lah!
Me: Ye.
Boy 2 (in a super excited voice): Ohhh! Cikgu belum kahwin! That means, cikgu masih anak....anak.. Alah, ape tu cikgu. Ada dua kan..Bujang dengan...?
Me: Dara.
Boy 2: Haaa...that means cikgu masih anak dara lah kan?
Me: Yelah, saya anak dara. Dah, pergi turun sekarang. Banyak soal pulak.

I could only smile to myself whenever I recall that conversation.
My P3s are so cute!!!

Sigh..

am trembling because i just received a nice surprise on fb.
thank you for the kind gesture. it means a lot to me.
thank you very much.


'masihkah aku menaruh harapan?'

I have problem sleeping for the past few nights.
I don't know why my brain won't stop thinking.
What was I thinking of? What was I afraid of?
I seriously do not know.
Just random thoughts, I guess.
Flashbacks of the past. Thinking of the future. 
Man...sometimes I do think too much.
And in this case, it's really way too much because I really can't sleep.
I slept at 3 last night (or morning, as some of you might put it) and guess what time I was awake? 5.30am.
I can't do my prayers so waking up at 5.30am without having anything to do really sucks.
So I forced myself to sleep because I really need it.
I am supposed to meet Ain later to discuss our musical script. That's why I need the sleep.
So finally, I woke up at 9.30am... didn't bother to sleep any further because I had to settle a few stuffs before meeting Ain.
And then Ain SMSed me saying she can't make it.
Allah Maha Mengetahui... I have a few things undone which is due tomorrow and God is giving me the time to complete it.
Alhamdulillah. 
Ok, enough of that.

Yesterday, had dinner with the family (w/o the bro because he said simpang is so far from home, wth!).
Met Abg Fairuz and family there.
Wak Osman, Wak Kuntum, Bibi & Kak Ning went home by cab first.
Abg Yuz, Adilah and Irfan waited for me & adik to finish our food so we can walk home together.
Yeah people. From Simpang Bedok all the way to Tampines Street 24.
Took almost 1 and 1/2 hour to get home. But it didn't feel that long, maybe because of the company.
We could've got home much sooner but because my dear 9 year old nephew had trouble catching up with our speed, we had to cater to his walking speed. Hehehe.
He kept mumbling "Why must we walk home?" all the way..Damn cute.
And his excitement when he saw that we're reaching Eastpoint was priceless. Sungguh-excited.com! Hahahaha.


I think I need to take up a new sport.
No, wait. Not a NEW sport but I NEED to take up A sport.
Told adik to ask her friends if I could join her floorball club.
She suggested I become the keeper. -_-"

Oh, at Simpang last night, we were talking about futsal.
Maybe after raya, we'll gather the cousins to play futsal.
Why after raya? Because my dear mat malaysia cousin will be coming down to Singapore for raya!!!
Diam tak diam, dah setahun dia balik KL.
I seriously cannot wait for it. Ok, maybe I shouldn't get over excited over this.

School's starting in about a month's time.
I hope Zuhriyyah's parents will let her stay in the halls so that we can become roommates.
It would be fun to share your room with someone you know way back in 1994. =)
I think I am over excited about school.
I've signed up for the camps and even ordered a pullover & windbreaker.
Pullover AND windbreaker eh...not or..

Ok, I better stop here.
Too much words.
Till then